Friday, August 22, 2008

bunga tidur

My first night back to civilisation in the new house
the internet connection is finally up
n to end the night, i need a good read
couldn't remember that poem that i read in a chick mag
feeling melancholic nevertheless
so here's the poem from Sapardi Djoko Damono
that must have been posted thousands of times at other blog pages
but i still want it for my page
for i need a sweet flowery dream tonight....


Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan
kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan
awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

The milestones

21 may - manifesto
22 june - ritz carlton, pacific place
2 august - bday/ art & reality
3 august - first stroke on used canvas
4 august - raffles class

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

I used to remember that phrase often, years back..
n now it dawns on me again... especially today, the day I arrive back on aussie soil.

I guess in the beginning it was just an infatuation, a challenge we both curious to pursue.
what has it grown to be? I refuse to say l'amore
but I admit it has grown deeper that I intended to be. I've been blinded, driven crazy n made stupid. And I would do it all over again if I'd been given the chance.

Je manque sa touche autant de

To think that I'll slowly become the past chapter in his life....
Je suis le coeur cassé maintenant